When are you going to serve Me?
FGB Jaya one/Brother Daniel Goh/23/3/12
I spent 3 wonderful years with FGB Jaya One and had a most wonderful time there. Let me first start by sharing a little about the history of FGB Jaya One. This chapter was first started by brother Damien Chua, the son of Datuk Chua Jui Meng. Their whole family has in fact experienced many miracles and Gpd had changed them greatly. Once you are touched by God, you can never be the same. Even in the Bible, people were changed greatly once touched by God whether heroes like Moses and Elijah in the Old Testament or Peter, Paul and Silas in the New Testament.
In 2009, when I first joined FGB Jaya One, I didn’t know what it was. I just figured it was a bunch of business people who had a passion for God. Not long after FGB Jaya One started, a major issue came up when our first host could no longer offer his place. We were praying for a new place to serve, and Damien was familiar with the other occupants of Jaya One. As chance would have it, Damien bumped into Jason Tan at a wedding dinner, and was delighted to find out Jason Tan had an office in Jaya One. As it turned out, Jason Tan was on fire and eager to let God use his office, and so FGB Jaya One found its new home there. It has now been 2 years since FGB Jaya One has met there.
When serving in FGB, it is important to serve without expecting anything in return from God. In God’s time, He will bless us with His favor, but our part is to serve. In November last year, brother Damien approached me to serve as president for FGB Jaya One, but my heart was more on FGB Klang which had also approached me to be president. I felt that it was best for me to serve where my home and business was. My father had an established car business in Klang, and I too carried on for some time in the family business. I prayed over the matter, and felt God give more peace towards taking up the position in Klang. If we serve against God’s will, things somehow won’t seem right. In serving in line with God’s will, we do still face challenges but somehow, God gives us the grace to overcome. So I decided to step out in faith and take over the Klang presidency.
By nature, I tend to prefer to shun the limelight and support from the background. However, when the time comes and God calls, you need to step out and serve. God is more interested in your availability than your ability. When the Lord called Moses in the mountain, he had a lot of excuses. Moses was trained in warfare and had a great education like a prince of Egypt. He said he could not speak well but God sent Aaron to help him. God convinced Moses by showing him miracles. Sometimes, God waits for us.
It was a great challenge for me to take over the Klang Chapter leadership as it was well established historically. There were many older members and businesspeople who knew so much of the world. When I took up the role, I knew I would be one of the youngest Klang Chapter presidents.
Not long after I took up the role, I found a good buyer for a problematic piece of land that I had. It was a 25 acre piece of land that had a river running through. Many buyers asked for exorbitant discounts because of the river. Some even said I could never sell it because of the river which took up too much space. I was so fed up hearing about the river. However, this buyer came and the deal was closed within an hour. God turned the river into a blessing for the buyer wanted that river. He planned to do a business of fish farming which needed the river. When you move out in faith, God will bless you in one way or another, in His good time.
My eight-year old son is very precious to me. 3 days before he was due to be delivered, my wife called me in a state of panic, saying that she could not feel him moving. She had a miscarriage earlier and this was almost a fully grown baby in her womb. We had always wanted a son to complement our 5-year old daughter. It was a 10 minute trip from my office to SJMC, and I prayed to God on the way. “Let me keep my son, and I will dedicate him to you.” Businessmen like to make deals! I was just a father crying to God for his son. In such moments, there is not much you can do but trust God. I was so nervous during the Caesarian operation, but my son came out healthy and well. Our God is a God who answers prayers!
From very young I have trained my son about Jesus. If you ask him who created the earth, he knows how to say “Jesus”. The family holds hands together when we say grace. I tell him that God is always with him, and even if mummy and daddy are gone, he will still have God.
My father, as in most old traditional families did not have time for the children, always being busy making money. He showed his love by giving us money and providing us an education. However, we were neglected in a way. Though our family was wealthy, I saw that the relationship between father and children in poorer families were much better. I realized that life is not about money, but having a relationship with my children.
While in the family business, I strayed from God for 15 years. I loved the world too much, and naively thought I could go out and conquer the world. I accepted the Lord at 16 or 17, but life soon became all about money. Then in 2004, a tragic accident on the 5th day of Chinese New Year changed my life. I was having a Ba Ku Teh breakfast in Klang when I received a phone call that something bad had happened. I went to the hospital where my parents-in-law had been involved in a car accident. They had been crushed by a trailer after taking their grandchildren to school. The last 15 years, I had worked hard and earned money and got married. I thought of myself as quite successful, but this incident deeply affected me. I began to reflect on what was the true meaning of life. If money brings you sorrow, it is not the true blessing of God. The blessing of God is when you are happy and have enough to bless others. 2 days ago, I just had a tim sum breakfast with my parents-in-law. Now they were gone all of a sudden and they had not known the Lord. It is so important for us to keep praying for unsaved loved ones. We had no chance to say goodbye. Many times, my friend James had asked me to go back to church, but I said later. I wanted to earn my millions first, to play golf, to enjoy life before coming back to God.
I was like the prodigal son. To God every child is precious. Every soul is precious. For every soul saved, there is great celebration in heaven. In 2004 I came back to the Lord and started going to church, but was just like a zombie, a face in the crowd. Still God began to turn my life around. Sometimes if something becomes too precious to you, it becomes your god. Somehow I was led to quit the car business in 2007, a lucrative Ford dealership. On hindsight, this was the grace of God, as the crisis came and GM and Chrysler went bankrupt in the US. There is no doubt I would be in bad shape if I continued that business.
In 2007, in my master bedroom I was once sleeping alone restlessly due to business struggles when I suddenly woke up and heard the Spirit say to me “When are you going to serve me?” There was no one around. I became fully alert quickly. I asked God “How can I serve you? I am just a businessman”. Faithfully, God led me to FGB in 2009, and I have been serving him in FGB since. FGB ministry is marketplace ministry. The founder of FGB was given a vision by God for this ministry in the 1950s in view of the end times. Today, we really are in the end times and God is shaking the world. Japan is still struggling with its nuclear reactors, and Thailand has floods again. Matthew 24 speaks of wars and natural disasters, and there is also financial meltdown. We are so drunk in the secular world today. The more urgent matter is the second coming of Christ! Every Bible prophesy will come to pass.
Before, you could hardly find a Bible in my house, but now you will find many. Before, Sunday was golf day, but now it is for going to church! I now serve also as a deacon in my church. As a leader, there are many challenges a normal member will never face. We need to learn to be humble, to serve others and to be caring. Pastors are not perfect, but they are approved by the Lord. It is not for us to judge. As a deacon, I always try to help my pastors. Pastors also have their struggles and most pastors are not well paid. Its worst in the rural areas where pastors often have to double up as cleaners and gardeners. They need encouragement from us. 3 of us deacons serve and fear the Lord.
God is truly the God not only of big things but also small things. I have one female Rottweiler, about 7-8 years old, and I was thinking about giving her a mate to reproduce as I felt dogs work better in a team. It was a small prayer but the next day, a male puppy came to the house. Rottweilers are normally very territorial but she seemed fine with this puppy. My wife convinced me to let the puppy go as he had no owner. I did but regretted it as I felt it was God’s answer to my little prayer.
In another incident, my wife had a car accident needing some time at the workshop which caused us a major problem as she needed a car to fetch the children to school and back. Just the next day, my cousin came asking me to sell his red Gen-2 for him. All of a sudden, we had the vehicle we needed while waiting for a suitable buyer. The timing was perfect, on the day the car was sent to the workshop, God provided.
Another time, we experienced God’s truly divine protection. My daughter was in my wife’s car when she forgot to put the gear from reverse to neutral. The car went backwards all the way out and was only stopped by the pillars before the drain. Thank God the car did not fall into the drain and thank God no other car was coming when the car reversed across the road. Hebrews 1 talks of angels as ministering spirits sent to help those who are saved. I can truly testify to that. We must never take for granted God’s provision and protection.
In Klang Chapter, there was a man in bad shape because of cancer and was almost blind in one eye. He often cried as we prayed for him. Although he was a successful businessman, his life had come crashing down because of cancer. At one time, 3 of us FGB brothers went to pray with him in his office and led him through the sinner’s prayer. Amazingly, not long after, he came to our FGB meeting and testified that the Lord had healed him of his tumors. He was so excited. There is something truly meaningful about FGB.
Before, without God, no matter how much money or good food or holidays I had, there was something missing. The feeling of being part of God’s work in healing and salvation has no comparison. Jesus is truly the One who heals!